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8 Responses to “Where I’m at 10/16/08”

1. The Barn Says:
   October 18th, 2008 at 9:18 am

   I looked and the I saw the future! Yesterday morning I was looking at your previous post to this one and could not play the vid on my Palm Pilot, so all I had was the picture of the cage. It reminded me of a raptor cage, and now you tell me you have an aviary! Woah!
   I can see Bike Chef riding across the provinces of China. Kinda like a culinary cultural exchange. Quid pro quo.
   As famous Sixties Pop Artist, Bob Dylan once said, and Joe Dirt borrowed, “Keep on keepin on”.
   Be well CRC,

2. California Yanqui Says:
   October 19th, 2008 at 12:35 am

   You hit home on this one. I’ve been vomitting unfocused material for two ? three ? years all over the web reaching and straining, all the while I’ve been hit with some pretty terrible evidents since 2002, and I feel like just giving up, chucking it all, just to try and return to the happier times I knew when was I around 14 to 17 years old.

   I’ve been abandoned, abused,arrested,accused,conned,lied to, laid judgement against, cut into and sewn up and homeless and no one has ever been there to help. No one there to say something positive, Someone to set me straight? prop me up? help me. I don’t ask for help, I continue, for what? I don’t know.

   This too shall pass, I guess. But it took a very long time to earn the things that I have now that I’m in the process of losing. i don’t know, it’s kismet, or it’s the ying and yang of an average guy that resents the material, but also needs the comfort the home brings. tough times it’s been very tough times for the last two years or I would have done something for pah by now and I still want to make a piece for the never ending movie I just don’t see how or when I’ll be able to.

   But if you need anything, anything. I would volunteer my time and do any job for you and pahfest.

   I don’t even know what I’m trying to say but I’m burnt. I’m politically zapped of any rigtheous thought of a peaceful future.

3. California Yanqui Says:
   October 19th, 2008 at 12:00 pm

   “pretty terrible evidents” really need to proof read my rambles more often. “events”

4. The Barn Says:
   October 19th, 2008 at 1:13 pm

   I guess the latest part of my response applies to you my friend Yankee. As humans it’s what our DNA tells us to do.
   I’m ready to go off the grid my damn self.
   Be well,

5. California Yanqui Says:
   October 19th, 2008 at 3:08 pm

   Thanks Barn, one day we’ll get a project done..

6. The Barn Says:
   October 19th, 2008 at 5:03 pm

   You just keep in touch Yankee. You are a friend.

7. CRC Says:
   October 21st, 2008 at 12:12 am

   Yanqui, you’re always welcome to be part of PAH. We all go through these tough emotional times. I have found when I get desperate about the situation I am in, I make unwise decisions so it is better for me to completely shut down. It takes me awhile to come out of it, but I always do. The wheel comes around again and I hopefully learn something meaningful each time it does. The best advice I have for you my friend is to be kind to yourself. You’re a loving family man with a sincere creative spirit. You’re one of the good guys.

8. California Yanqui Says:
   October 30th, 2008 at 11:39 am

   Thanks CRC.